I was in the forest—
With little intellect, but immense power.
That’s probably why small siddhis (supernatural abilities) came easily.
When a little knowledge entered, I began to believe I knew a lot.
I would raise my gaze, and the entire scene would change.
At that time, I felt like doing something extraordinary—like disappearing from one place and appearing in another.
But the journey began with a baptism by fire.
🔱 Knowledge Has No Limits
If someone else has achieved something,
why can’t you?
Power is divided into three parts—
- Iccha Shakti (Willpower)
- Jnana Shakti (Knowledge)
- Kriya Shakti (Action/Energy to execute)
Only when these three unite, science is born.
This is the science of spirituality.
🧘♂️ The Turning Point: Meeting a Saint
The real turning point came when I met a saint.
Such saints appear only when the Divine is pleased.
That saint showed me—
Miracles are nothing but science beyond our current understanding.
What we once called miracles is now science.
What we call miracles today will be normal tomorrow—
All that needs to change is our consciousness.
🔬 The Union of Science and Sadhana
Knowledge only becomes science when it is put into action.
Like having flour, vegetables, spices, and hunger (willpower),
and even knowing how to cook (knowledge)…
but unless you actually cook the food (action),
you will remain hungry.
Similarly, in sadhana, knowledge alone is not enough.
It must be executed—only then will it bear fruit.
🔥 The Flame of Inner Journey
One day, I invoked the Mahavidyas—without full understanding.
And what followed… was pain far worse than death.
My body, consciousness, existence—everything began to break.
For 24 hours a day, for two whole years—
No sleep, no food, no peace.
I begged the Goddess for forgiveness.
But the Shakti did not calm.
Each prayer invoked even greater intensity from her.
🌪️ Purification Through Fire
In that unbearable fire,
my frequency rose so high,
past karmas burned away.
What usually takes years of sadhana,
was condensed into a few months.
Then I understood—
One attains Shiva only after becoming ash.
When the seeker completely burns away their identity,
the remaining ashes become dear to Shiva—
They become His adornment.
🔊 The Science of Frequency
When our body’s vibrational frequency is low, we remain in the third-dimensional, physical realm.
When it becomes very high,
our cells don’t die—but separate and scatter.
That’s what happens when a seeker “disappears”—
They reach a frequency so high that their body becomes invisible.
But if done without preparation,
both body and consciousness suffer unbearable damage.
This is what happened to me.
In those two years of suffering, no one could help.
Even the guru remained silent.
It was just me and Shakti—in her most intense form.
⚠️ Never Play with Shakti
Now I’ve learned—you should never challenge Shakti.
You may play with Yama (the god of death),
but never with Shakti.
When she plays,
she erases your very existence.
That’s why now, when my energy gets too high—
I stop all sadhana and go eat golgappas (spicy Indian snacks).
It’s the only way to cool it down.
I’ve tried all methods,
but only hitting the brakes works when energy spirals up.
🏔️ The Secret of Kailash
Before reaching Kailash, you must pass **Man